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[13 Mar 2006|10:46am]

Go to www.battleofthebands.com/runningwithscissors and vote for RWS to be on Warped Tour because they are awesome and they deserve to be there!!!

PS: If you do this, I'll give you a cookie.

[Don't forget to play the whole song for your vote to count!!]
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grr [01 Jan 2005|12:48am]

[ mood | aggravated ]


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[22 Sep 2004|07:55pm]

What the hell. I haven't given them a SINGLE FUCKING REASON in OVER A YEAR to question me about grades and crap. Back the hell off. My stupid science teacher called my HOUSE because I didn't turn in one assignment that was due THE DAY I WAS GONE. So I explained thatto my parents. HELLO. IT'S NOT A DIFFICULT CONCEPT. So my dad started asking me again about homework and crap and starts tell me all this shit about how I should do my hw at home so I have more time to do it. Screw you. I know how to do my own god damn homework. I'm not stupid. I know how to manage my own fucking time. And it just pisses me off because I don't deserve that kind of interrogation. He doesn't even fucking know what he's talking about. It doesn't mean anything to him what the test os covering, when I'll be studying, what chapter it's on, ANY of that crap. THey have NO reason not to trust me in this area and after all my god damn PROGRESS. I wasn't even that bad to fucking begin with!!! I'm SO MUCH BETTER now. URGH.

And it also pisses me off that I can't seem to stand people I hung out with last year. My tolerence for stupid people is much lower. So much lower.
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first post [22 Jul 2004|10:50pm]

[ mood | blah ]

I told myself all that matters is that he's happy. I GENUINELY want him to be happy, it's not some self righteous thing I tell myself. But he's not missing me, he's not telephoning me, he's not visiting me...there's wrongness in that, I tell you!

I wish I knew how he's doing, if he's happy. He SO MUCH deserves it.

Independence is a sad sad story.


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Yesterday was the worst fuckin day [14 Jul 2004|11:46am]

[ mood | crappy ]

Yesterday was the worst fucking day of my fucking life. A guy I liked which I used to go out with... I found out a secret hes been keeping on me. When he went out with me he went out with this girl named Percilla, and I found out they were alwayd making out. I cried over him yesterday. I cried in the bathtub, and Im about to cry now. He was being so nice to me then my friend told me. GO DAMN. THAT ASSHOLE! I hate em, I hate em, I hate em. And I have to go to this program today and deal with him for two hours. I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! FUCK IT

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[12 Jul 2004|10:09pm]

[ mood | pissed off (obviously) ]

Co-ed sleepover=

Apparently, irresponsible, newly single Kaylee is going to run off and have sex with guys between the hours of 2am and 6am if here parents don't do something about it! Because, you know, when you get dumped you're automatically desperate and untrustworthy. WTF!??!

The supervisors don't have ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS! AT ALL! Parents said that they don't trust the supervisors, but if I'm going to be running around, sleeping around between 2 and 6 when everyone's ASLEEP?? Why the fuck does it matter how good the supervisors are??


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[09 Jul 2004|01:01pm]

Everyday chore-load has gone from, "about an hour a day" to "Well, we have more things to do, so I need an hour and a half for today" to two hours everday. Painting? Painting cabinets? It's not like time's going to stop if we don't finish them today. GRRRRR!
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[16 Jun 2004|09:11pm]

[ mood | pissed off ]

Long story short--I asked at K-Mart if I was able to work 4-5 days a week, how many hours would I get? I was told anywhere from 16-25. So, I quit my old job, and HOW many hours do I get? EIGHT. FUCKING EIGHT. And what's worse? SHE PUT ME AS NOT AVAILABLE FOR THE OTHER 5 DAYS I WASN'T SCHEDULED!!!!!! I mean, I don't fucking get it!!!! *is pissed* The end.

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x posted [07 Jun 2004|03:19am]

[ mood | hopeful ]

First of all I'm Jackie, 18 years old, and a college student home for the summer. This is my story, my reason I'm so depressed and if one person cares enough to read it all and talk to me it would be amazing. Being away from home is hard, especially when your best friend lives back home which is 2 hours away. Distance is the worst thing in a relationship. Yet through it all I was there for my best friend more than anyone, even more than the people that saw her daily. I got worn out and still kept giving but got nothing in return. I told my best friend everything I was feeling and she just wouldn't work it out. Instead she turned my own friends against me. Made up lies, purposely did stuff to hurt me emotionally, betrayed me in every way possible. People I've known all my life side with her and they've only known her less than a year. She has this way of manipulating people and convincing them of anything. Before I had a great group of friends, we hung out every weekend, we did everything together, now that is ruined. Now, I have only a few friends and we don't really hang out ever. I can't trust anyone and I think everyone is out to get me. It's so bad that I question things my other friend of 11 years does, even though deep down I know she would never hurt me. I feel like I've been broken. I was always there for my best friend through thick and thin no matter what it was and she just turned into a monster and ruined my life. I use to be able to trust people so easily and now I don't trust anyone. I've slowly feel into this depression and I hate it. I've been really depressed before in my life but not this badly. I don't know what to do. I don't remember what it's like to be happy. I'm afraid I'll never be able to trust anyone. I think just talking to a stranger would help alot. Someone if you care enough and are willing to listen, I'd love for you to talk to me. It might not even end up being talk about all this, but anything, just as long as I'm talking to someone who might be able to make things seem better. My aim is pinkjstars. thanks <3

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[21 Mar 2004|08:45pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

so here comes my brother, wanting my computer. he wants to look up something about our satalite--THAT I ALREADY FUCKING LOOKED UP! AND DIDN'T FIND ANYTHING ABOUT! he's all "let me look up blah blah" then here comes my dad and i'm all "do you want to look up the thing about the dish? do you think i don't know how to look it up? i already looked!" so he's like "i never said that...i just wanted to see if chad could find anything." apparently HE'S FUCKING SMARTER THAN ME AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE THE FUCKING INTERNET!!!! GOD!!! and it's all b/c he's a guy and works on computers for a living. NEWS-FUCKING-FLASH!!!! i know how to navigate the net, too! >_

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[21 Mar 2004|06:09pm]

My parents decided my boyfriend and I are having sex (we're not) and have subsequently broken us up.

We've been dating for three years.
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[19 Mar 2004|10:44pm]

[ mood | bitchy ]

I hate my fucking mom.

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[19 Mar 2004|08:21pm]

[ mood | bitchy ]

i fucking give up. this world is full of liars, hypocrites, evil people, and just PEOPLE OUT TO PISS ME OFF AND RUIN MY LIFE. yeah, don't fucking comment and tell me the world isn't revolved around me, either. NO FUCK. the ONE thing i wanted to do today--see zac--and his mom makes him go home, then MY mom won't let me go to his house! FUCKING PARENTS. WHY is it soooooooo horrible to say "goddamn" but not "damn." normal ppl can't damn anything, ONLY GOD CAN. so therefore DAMN=GODDAMN SO SHUT THE FUCK UP! I'M FUCKING 19 WHY CAN'T I DO WHAT I WANT? and why can't i SAY ANY FUCKING THING WITHOUT SOMEONE GETTING ON MY FUCKING CASE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! why can't i live alone? i want my own place--BY MY SELF. NOW. god. i just want to fucking scream and cry and hurt things and gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to be alone right now. so fuck off.

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Stupid neighbors [12 Mar 2004|02:44pm]

It's not okay for your grandkids to scream like they are being murdered. Besides the bothering-other-people aspect, ever read the story of the boy who cried wolf? One day your annoying booger-factories are going to get in real trouble and nobody will come looking.
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OMG U KNOW WHATS REALLY ANNOYING!!! [11 Mar 2004|06:48pm]


When you I.M someone and they totally ignore you. Ive IMED my friend several times and hes been ignoring me :( He says he never sees me online but he has me on his contact list i think and i have him on and it sez hes on GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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[09 Mar 2004|09:55pm]

[ mood | angry ]

stupid viacom!!! god that really pisses me off. they decided not to renew their contract w/dish network unless they gave them more money, so now we don't have nickelodeon *or nick west,* mtv, vh1, or comedy central. all channels i watch frequently. FUCK THEM I AM SO NOT HAPPY!


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Yankee [08 Mar 2004|05:23pm]

[ mood | sad ]

Dear Southern Folks,
Please quit calling me a "Yankee", I'm from Indiana, I'm a Hoosier. We're all from the same county, and besides, Indiana is in no way superior to Georgia, we have shitty weather, and there's nothing to do, and no culture to speak of whatsoever. You have good weather, well entrenched culture, and rich history.

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[08 Mar 2004|06:59pm]

[ mood | meh ]

wow...she has TWO rants!

my choir teacher is STILL at it! she never fucking listens to the altos--EVER. she's all "y'all are on the wrong pitch" and then plays the "right" one...which was WHAT WE WERE JUST FUCKING SINGING!!!!! then we ask her a question, and she looks at us like we're stupid. "sing the A natural!" which one is that? "the A NATURAL!" THE TOP OR BOTTOM? "THE A NATURAL!" i don't know which one that is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gah. mo' fucka.

and ok...i HATE HATE HATE it when ppl type like this:

well n e wayz, i wuz juz wondrin cuz i need 2 go 2 the store b4 i 4get. wat wuz dat you asked? WeLl, DaZ cOoL... and etc. i mean, i don't use proper capitalization and stuff, and i do shorten words...but god. it took me SO long to type that just now. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!

that is all. <3

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[05 Mar 2004|02:39pm]

[ mood | pissed off ]

x-posted in scream_a_little and hippiechick13

OMFG HOW OLD AM I???? seriously, how fucking old am i??? 19??? REEEALL?? well hell, you'd never know it! so i came home about an hour late and my mom was all pissed and worried. so i decided that to make up for it, i'd tell her bit by bit what was going on tonight. so i start...and she gets this look on her face. i told her i was going to zac's house. she said "i knew you were gonna say that...it's supposed to storm...why can't he just come here?" i said "b/c it's easier if i go there." and she goes "well yeah...for YOU." ok so he and i aren't fucking important anymore?! fucking shit! i'm going over there and i'm fucking driving whether she fucking likes it or not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean...why in the FUCK should he come aaaaaaall the way over here then have to go aaaaaall the way back to where we're going *my school for a play, the school being all of 5 mins from his house and 15 from mine*? it makes sooo much more sense for me to drive over there, get him, go there, take him home. i mean duh. fucking DUH. and THEN when i finished she's all "well you have to ask your dad." WHY IN THE FUCK DO I FUCKING HAVE TO ASK ANYONE?????? i'm fucking 19 years old!!!!!!!!!!!! i shouldn't have to fucking ask anyone if i can do anything. i need out of here and i need out NOW. N-O-W. i'm gonna start looking for apts today. i am. i'm so fucking serious. i don't know how the fuck i'll do it, but i'll figure out a way. I NEED OUT.

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